Yeah, so my heart is broken and my life feels sooooo shitty at the moment. I’m trying to be strong, but I’m just like “wtf?!” I tried being friends with someone who broke up with me and it’s ridiculously hard to hang around her and realize that she doesnt even give a shit anymore. She’s perfectly fine with it all and doesnt even want to talk about it, and when I bring things up anyways she never has anything to say. Damn you, woman. I’m glad to hear you have a second job and your having a blast with all your old friends. Glad to hear your life is awesome now that I’m not in it. That’s just great. All I ever do is love people and try to make them happy and it gets me nowhere and I’m sick of it. I’ll get out of this funk, I always do. But right now, FUCK THIS!!!!
Oh man, this an optimistic post…I’m not usually like this. Life’s hard. We all know it. And I’m sure we all know it’s a little bit harder with lack of love.