March 2011
3 posts
Some days are hairy than others.
Ahaha. I was looking at pictures of my long flowing locks last night. Pictures from before I chopped it all off. I never liked it when it was long, but now that it’s gone I think it looks awesome. Aint that always the way it goes? I was actually singing that in my head when I made breakfast this morning. That: “Dont it always seem to go that you dont know what you got till it’s...
I’ve been acting like a depressed 40 year old woman. Everything’s...
– My concious, giving me a pep talk.
Been a while... :(
Yeah, so my heart is broken and my life feels sooooo shitty at the moment. I’m trying to be strong, but I’m just like “wtf?!” I tried being friends with someone who broke up with me and it’s ridiculously hard to hang around her and realize that she doesnt even give a shit anymore. She’s perfectly fine with it all and doesnt even want to talk about it, and when I...
October 2010
1 post
iiiihhhhhh
HHhhhhhiiiii!
I have pictures to eventually post of farm shenanigans. Ahhh, the littlest baby duck, you’ll see! RIP to all his siblings. It’s really very sad. Last month my girlfriend was watching a farm while the owners were in Thailand. I stayed with her quite a bit. There was a pair-o-llama’s & emu’s (ello Crysta! what’s the password?!), some sheep, THE CUTEST...
September 2010
2 posts
the season after summer but before winter
I love the fall! It’s well on it’s way to my doorstep.
I love kicking up all the orange and brown leaves, looking at the firey golden trees before the leaves fall off.
I love drinking apple cider. (and I can’t wait to go apple picking with Liz.)
I love how it smells right when the season changes.
I love Halloween and Thanksgiving. I love my birthday being in October!
So...
August 2010
14 posts
ask and have faith
“Starlight, starbright, the first star I see tonight
I wish I may, I wish I might, have the wish I wish tonight.”
and a calm puff of breath scattering the seeds of a dandelion,
and every coin and I ever threw into a well or a fountain,
and each eyelash that I found sitting on my cheek,
209 birthday candles, some of which I cant recall,
the breastbone of a fowl, snapped in my...
It's adorable.
Knowing someone genuinely likes you makes lifes little hinderances feel so unimportant. Excuse me while I continue to swoon.
Words are also Games
In the midst of my aimlessness I accidently made up a really fun game that I’m calling “Dictionary Chase”. You’ll catch on once you start reading:
I followed Integrity to Honesty
I went from Honest to Truthful,
which is to tell the Truth and what’s True
is either Fact, Accurate, or Genuine.
Fact goes right back to something being True.
Accurate is free from...
Needless to say
I’m very happy with recent events!
no waaaay
So, I’m driving home and flipping through radio stations. My two go-to stations are playing ads, bah humbug. And I keep hoping to find something good and GUESS WHAT?!
Run Around - Blues Traveler
Not starting, but it’s at my favorite part and it’s my all-time favorite song. It’s always hard to a pick a favorite song. Sometimes it really all depends on your mood. But this...
always just screwin' around
And in the process finding hilarious things.
http://www.dearblankpleaseblank.com/
Some I throughly enjoyed:
*Dear Tom Hanks,
Sure, just leave me in the ocean. Not like I helped you through some hard times or anything. Jerk.
Sincerely, Wilson.
*Dear Cats,
It’s only fair to warn you: things aren’t going to end well between us.
Sincerely, Curiosity.
*Dear Ron,
It’s...
A brisk stroll down Memory Ln
The Lion King is more realistic than I thought. Loving Disney movie’s like crazy lately.
Also, this happened about a week ago but it was awesome. I was surfing the radio on my way to work and the song on Zach’s walkman in the kids movie (not a disney movie, but the same concept of disney movies) Fern Gully came on. I tried to tell people about it but I would open with “Ever...
you're a creep
It’s midnight! Witching hour!
I honestly have to fight the urge the reblog everything thehippieproject posts. I dont know where she finds all this PURE GOLD! And of course I only want to repost the things I can relate with, which are quite a few. I pick the weirdest ones, though. And most people wouldnt get it because they dont have all the pieces of the puzzle. ;)
The title? Well, up...
cant float alone forever
I hate wanting
just one person.
Lost, yet not entirely alone
not ungrateful, not incomplete
just lonely for an opposite mind
that will add light to the dark
and reason to the unreasonable.
Life has always been like the
ebb and flow of the ocean
and yet I have no rock,
no buoy, or sailing ship
in which I can rest assured that
there is SOMETHING sturdy to
rescue me from the liquid...
the root of all evil
I dont know if I’m just stressing because of PMS or what, but for the past two days I’ve been trying to think of ways to make more money, or places to get a better paying job. I’d be totally cool with a job like on Office Space, where I just sit and type shit all day and get paid for it. I’m saying, just for the time being. Because I need to go to school to make more money,...
I'd rather have overkill than roadkill.
snugglebutt :D
July 2010
16 posts
observe and report
I just saw something on here that someone posted that says:
“Sometimes, I think about my life and just want to kind of bash my head against a wall.”
Or something to that effect. I found it amusing because occasionally when situations around me seem really ridiculous and frusterating and I will light-heartedly act that quote out. Like, be near a wall and make a movement like I’m...
quirk.kriuq
Sometimes I daydream about situations where I can fluently speak a different language, and so my mind has subtitles.
And, when I write a poem that rhymes I find it hard to stop and my brain keeps talking in rhymes for a few minutes afterwards. I find it hilarious.
I just finished this:
It was GREAT! I feel like everyone should read it, sadly I know that will never happen.
I’m now...
Griffin is full of snuggles.
It’s awesome. He’s cute. He’s the only man I’ll ever love.
Signed,
Crazy Cat Lady
In the sweetness of friendship let there be laughter, and sharing of pleasures....
– Kahlil Gibran
like: a verb
I like a lot of things a lot of the time. Here are the ones on my mind at the moment. (This is good preperation for Thanksgiving). I like that everyone else likes my haircut as much as I do. I am sort of bummed for the day when everyone has seen it and it’s become commonplace. Doesnt make it any less grand in the scheme of things, though. I like that I can take my computer out on my deck and...
Musings
Round one: I like when sometimes my dad & I have these real nice conversations about worldly things or books we’re/we’ve reading/read or taxes or etc. They end up being longer than expected and sort of make me feel weirdly smarter as the outcome. Like some of his wisdom of being alive longer is rubbing off on me. Just, getting another point of view with no bullshit or having...
unanswered
mystery… mind… looking in.
ignorance piece of the puzzle.
run from it doesnt matter
s’there anyway. what else is?
overlapping.
something like stealth. common indifference.
s’there’s a magnet! pulls, poles, pulls, poles, pulse…
the tip of the iceberg, just icey, equally distant.
dunk under! not breathing but seeing.
gurgling, magnification!
crossing...
"what will be will be well, for what is is well."
I’ve been reading Leaves of Grass (by Walt Whitman) for days. Big sucker for poetry lately. Actually, always have been but lately I’m immersing myself in it. Soaking in all it’s magic.
Big fan of this (not Walt, though)
Who/What/Where
With a curiosity of something beyond the surface,
directly into mine own, the iris,
the center where soul is not questioned,
where elsewhere...
hey you, haiku x 2!
no other moment
no other breath of fresh air
will ever repeat
value itself, lies
a chokehold on this moment
hides what sits beneath
Sweet, crazy conversations full of half sentences, daydreams and...
– Toni Morrison
you can't call yourself an artist and not be...
Drove all the way to Providence, RI yesterday to visit my cousin, Val. I’ve always hated driving, I get like heart palpitations and shit when I think I might be lost. So nervous. I’m getting used to it though. Gettin’ back on the horse, facing my fears, etc etc.
Anyway, her and her gf were talking about getting a canvas and things about splatter painting. I’m being a giant...
June 2010
2 posts
live & let live
I used to hate insects. A lot. I’d squish them all the time with no shred of mercy. As of late I’ve been setting them all free if they find the misfortune of getting trapped inside my house and if I see them outside near me I let them be. They’re actually fascinating. Imagine trying to build one. Imagine trying to construct the intricacy of a spider with non-organic materials?...
Welcome aboard, explorers!
Anyone ever heard of This Book Will Change Your Life by Benrik?
Well, I now own it and it’s full of all sorts of crazy tasks. I’m pretty sure a lot of it is meant to be a joke, but I find it entertaining and so I’ve been picking a page at random and doing the task. I’ve only flipped to real easy ones so far. Today is no different. The task?
“What is the meaning of...